Devour my Insecurities

I was EMO before EMO was cool...

I was looking through some papers, sorting junk in my room... I found some old poetry... and realized I don'' embarrass myself enough on this website....

SO- Let's all take a moment to laugh at Jamie's pretencious teenage angst....

"I awaken in the dark quiet gloom.
Knowing only this my vapid room.
Wondering if I'd survive this horror.
My mind darkening sinking lower."

WTF???? God I suck... Oh this is another cheery one:

"Ugliness covers me, black and cold.
loneliness surrounds me, like a shroud.
This pain is fresh, burning and bold.
My emptiness forms a murky cloud"


Here is something I wrote for drama class when I was 16, I thought I was so edgy... baaaaaahahahahahahaha.

"I came home from work one night, 2 weeks ago, a night I thought like any other. I was so wrong.When I walked in the door my whole life changed. A man I did not recognize was standing between my husband and daughter. They were tied to chairs, straining against their bonds, their eyes pleading at me. My daughter on the right, my beautiful husband to the left. The stranger held a gun to my husbands temple then pointed it towards me as he told me to choose.. Choose? Which one he would Kill? How could I choose which would die, my lover, or my young daughter...".

Ok enough of that... There is more but I read it... and it's too embarrassingly crappy to finish... It's all depressing they all die in the end.... Wow... BLECH!

Now I will share a favorite quote:

"Millions long for immortality who don't know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon. "
-Susan Ertz

New addition to Jamie Show... citation du jour.... (BTW that was French!!!!)