Cynical idiot

Who was I fooling.. Thinking that I could be like that.

Some things never change...

The Jamie show..

should be called the

emotionally retarded, cold hearted, ignorant, arrogant, insecure, partyholic, slutty bitch show

I was delusional.. I was blind, I patched the wall.

Fuck I hate this.

I need to shut the fuck up and quit being so goddam annoyingly whiney.

I need a dose of reality from my boys, thank god I am going to see them this week.