Jamie Lynn Unleashed

Self-absorbed, psychotic and senstive AKA Normal Female

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Happy Easter

Oh what a weekend!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Makign Out & Macaroons

I sometimes wonder if this is all a dream.. Is this really my life... Is this really the way people's lives go... Does everyone think this way? Does anyone understand anyone else.. We all like to think we are unique sometimes.. I like to think I am different truth is... I'm not
I am just a regular psychotic girl... Like every other girl.. With a very large catch.. I have amazing luck.. AMAZING luck...

I was offered a full time position with my company, 11 dollars an hour, I turned it down, I am going away again, for a few months, another adventure. Another drop in the bucket of all the crazy things I want to do in my life... I get to do them... I will leave this company the end of next month, "end of contract" another clean slate. A fresh start for a few months, I get to visit friends, try some other jobs, have another taste of irresponsibility before university...

As I walk back in to my job to take another call some desperate American
needing to know their "status"...

Is this supposed to make sense... No it never really does... But that's normal...

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Easter

So excited... Going to visit my grammy.. Perhaps have a nice Easter dinner, some chocolate, Ma you should send me the recipe for your hot crossed buns or better yet come visit because I miss you guys *sniff*

Kenzie came down for a visit this weekend, and it was so great having a familiar face around, chilling out with an old friend... Brightens ones day.

My cousin wedding is coming up, I am making double time and a half on Friday... Figuring out trip to Alberta... Re-Learning how to play chess, and getting my ass kicked by Babyface at work.

5 am messenger arguments can go from one end of the spectrum to the other in less than 30 seconds... and I still Hate you.

My car is now for sale... The person who I thought was buying it can't... So yea now I actually have to look for someone to buy it..

"Last one Left in This God Forsaken Town

Tarnished All Your Memories
Your Smile's A Front At Best"

I need a things to do list.... procrastination is the key!

I need organizational skills
I am going to University
I am going to Motorhead
I am melodramtic these days.

I am going to be out west in places big enough to have wicked SHOWS.... I am going to get to visit Tanya, Darren, Ma, Pa,Daniel, etc.
I get to meet new people.

No responsibilities, going to live off the money we make.... Carefree and wild my friends... Then come fall I get to buckle down and study like a fiend... So PSYCHED!


How does one go about getting a student loan?

Friday, March 18, 2005

Sleeplessness

I cried because of you today, I seen a girl in the mall she could have been you.... soon....

the choice you made
my lost innocence...

It broke my heart to know you were alone, and I couldn't be there to comfort you.... I couldn't' even comfort myself.... I don't regret... I didn't regret...

I think I regret letting you go alone.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Acceptance

I received a letter from Mount Allison University today...

I opened this letter apprehensively shortly after returning home form an overtime shift at work... I am ecstatic, I called Laura and screamed into the phone at her with glee.. I called my Mom who said.. it only took you five years... in the "roll your eyes I knew you were going get in" kinda way.

I also called my Tanya out in Alberta, she has been having a touch of bad luck lately, I wanted to tell her something positive for a change. Georgie and Chris were over visiting and Georgina gave me a congratulatory hug. They all seemed to accept the news like they knew it all along, and I have to be honest and say I really didn't I was scared.

So to the boy whom I love to hate:

Apparently going to University isn't that big of a deal, they are letting me in after all...

So everybody... I am off to university... little ole me, off to the land of retirement and educating myself with a bunch of stuff to make me a pompous pretentious ass (whoops too late)..

I can barely type I am so thrilled.. There has been some negativite stuff going on lately, so this makes me so thankful.

Now I just have to figure out what to take............

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Eat The Rich

I am giving away all my possessions, selling my car, and hitting the road again folks.... I am using my tax return, some savings, and a whole lot of luck.. It's going to be a working holiday till I start school in the fall...

Guess who still isn't ready to grow up...

Yes I know, I'm a tree hugging liberal hippie, and I am going on a trip with someone who is an even bigger tree hugging hippie than me, can you say organic food and boycotting Walmart?????

Everything I watch Bowling for Columbine or read one of Michael Moore's books I get angrier and angrier.... Damn Americans politicians...

My younger cousin is getting married in less than one month, *shudders* better her than me. :P

What's YOUR favorite Kool-aid flavor?

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Call your Mother

I haven't called my mom in a while, new shift, blah blah blah.... So yea... I get this in an email today... I think I should go call her...


I OWE MY MOTHER!!

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
" Because I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
"Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do.

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.
"Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
"You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don\'t stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that."

19. My mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"

20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

25. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Growing up

Tell me it's all going to be ok....

I can't.. I have no idea.. I would be there in a instant if I could... I could run away and leave it all behind and be there to help you through this...

I feel so helpless, I am so inexplicably lost... I was resentful of your irresponsible life.. Until now... I know now, that this is what changes it all..

and I can't stop it...


I want to beg you not to do it.... I want to scream at you in anger... I want to take away the hurt... you have to face it, you must make the choice, and I must swallow my rage.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Something Completely Different

I am writing this as I think it... So bare with me.

I watched the Notebook again on Saturday with Laura, we were supposed to go to the Vagina Monologues unfortunately the show times were incorrect on the Mount Allison website... We rented the Notebook, and touched up my hair colour (long overdue, I also FINALLY waxed my insane eyebrows, being a chick can really suck).

Which lead us to a intimate discussion on relationships are mutual fears of commitment and the basis for those fears. We also discussed our parents relationships... Which was almost coincidental, since my parents just celebrated their 28th wedding anniversary on Saturday as well... My mom sent me a guilt trip email because none of her children called or sent a card... I think I was the only one who felt bad... I was away all day, and honestly when I thought of it I was no where near a phone... I had planned on sharing the crazy story of my parents relationship and how it has made me incredibly fussy and afraid to commit... Perhaps some other time...

I have been hearing rumors that my favorite bar in Cape Breton is closing.. This makes me somewhat sad, I had many a good night in that bar, I consider it the best bar on the island, regardless of what anyone else says.

Jaclyn and Aimee are moving to Alberta, their going away party is the weekend after next. Kenzie is heading to CB and I am going to try and make the trek with him... To attend the girls festivities and visit some of my favorite people... Even if a lot of them aren't kicking around the island anymore... Which is GREAT!

Speaking of moving.. I am planning another adventure for the summer and I think I have found a partner in crime.. Going to check out the two Western provinces I have not yet had the joy of visiting...

Tomorrow night I am going to see Vetch... Chick and her boyfriend... it is true chick music... Laura's choice I have drug her to a lot of local shows lately... It's not usually her kind of music (Metalfest)...

I have started dating another French guy, we'll see if he redeems them... hehehe... Seriously though pretty great guy...

I am Reading this amazing book called "Calculating God" by Robert J. Sawyer, a Canadian Science Fiction writer... I had read some of his other stuff and am very impressed... I know I am a geek...

Motorhead tickets still haven't gone on sale... Rumor has it they will soon.. I am still loving new Priest album, and new guy is introducing me to some interesting tuneage...

I haven't spoken to one of my best friends from Saskatchewan since Christmas... That makes me so very very sad.... She is in serious relationship and managing a bar/restaurant, working the opposite schedule as me... Still makes me sad though...

I had to report everything I have done since high school to the universities I applied at with a cover letter as to why I was applying and had selected that university... ahahahaha...

The last 6 years of my life on breifly outlined on paper:

Work experience:

November 2004-Present Minacs Riverview, New Brunswick

Customer Service Representative

I work full time for a major loan/credit company in the Credit Services Group.

September 2004-October 2004 ICT Group INC. Sydney, Nova Scotia

Telesales Representative

I performed as a "top seller" on three different campaigns, only to discover I hated telemarketing.

June 2004- August 2004 Fortress Of Louisbourg Louisbourg, Nova Scotia

Server

I had the pleasure of working at the Fortress of Louisbourg in full, time period costume. I had the opportunity to practice my French, by communicating with the visitors, I also served
drinks, food and animated with the visitors.

January 2003-May 2004 Stream International Glace Bay, Nova Scotia

Support Service Representative

I began at Stream doing Level 1 technical support for a major Internet service provider, I have also done further in-depth technical support as a Level 2 technician, for more complex technical issues. I also spent 3 months as an Acting Senior Support Services Representative.

October 2001- October 2002 Hag's Hideaway Rocanville, Saskatchewan

Server/Bartender

I worked as a server/prep cook/bartender in local bar/steakhouse.

September 1999- October 2001 Motor Vehicle Accident
Rocanville, Saskatchewan

I was in a Motor Vehicle accident. This period I spent recovering from my injuries, thus was unable to continue with my occupation, but this did provide me with the opportunity to devote more time to volunteer work.

September 1999 for one week Manpower Regina, Saskatchewan

I was doing data entry at a bank for one week.

June 1999-August 1999 All Seasons Inn Sussex, New Brunswick

Dishwasher/Prep Cook

I was a slave to the cooks for the summer.


I also have TWO people sending off reference letters, on my behalf, one has been sent the other (HINT HINT) has not as of yet, but the terrific fellow, who was supposed to send it; has been feeling under the weather.

"Never cared for what they know....... and I know"
-Nothing Else Matters

"She cries don't fall away.... and leave me to myself"
-Hemorrhage (In my Hands)

What does "accomplished" mean to you? I feel like I have accomplished a lot in my life, but the journey is a hell of a long way from over....

I am off to watch the thing... I just watched "Tank Girl", I am going to go do some more dishes too, it never ends....

Happy Belated Anniversary Ma and Pa... I love you! I miss you!

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Hungry

"If you want anything said, ask a man.
If you want anything done, ask a woman."
-Margaret Thatcher

It's quater past nine in the morning and I am awake... this is not goignto be a good day methinks... Let's all hope Sarah does not get fired, and let's hope she doesn't call here at 12 o'clock to wake me up.... Maybe she can hold out till 1 pm... I could really use that extra hour.

I bought the new Priest album yesterday... Love. Love. LOVE it! It made every bad thing that has happened in the last week become a distant memory.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

MOTORHEAD

TOUR DATES

ALL DATES SUBJECT TO CHANGE WITHOUT NOTICE!!

MOTORHEAD 30th ANNIVERSARY TOUR
w/Corrosion of Conformity & Zeke
plus guests

Mar 9/05 Sayerville, NJ Starland Ballroom
Mar 11/05 Worcester, MA The Palladium
Mar 12/05 New York, NY B.B. Kings Blues Club & Grill
Mar 13/05 Binghampton, NY Magic City Music Hall
Mar 15/05 Hartford, CT Webster Theatre
Mar 16/05 Philadelphia, PA The Trocadero
Mar 18/05 Cleveland, OH Agora Theatre
Mar 19/05 Chicago, IL House of Blues
Mar 20/05 Milwaukee, WI Rave Ballroom
Mar 21/05 CHicago, IL House of Blues
Mar 23/05 Minneapolis, MN First Avenue
Mar 25/05 Omaha, NE Sokol Auditorium
Mar 26/05 Kearney, NE Expo Centre
Mar 27/05 Denver, CO Ogden Theatre
Mar 29/05 Albuquerque, NM Showcase Theatre
Apr 1/05 Los Angeles, CA Wiltern Theatre
Apr 2/05 Anaheim, CA House of Blues
Apr 3/05 Los Angeles, CA Wrestlemania
Apr 5/05 Las Vegas, NV House of Blues
Apr 6/05 Bakersfield, CA The Dome
Apr 8/05 San Francisco, CA Warfield
Apr 9/05 Portland, OR Roseland Theatre
Apr 10/05 Seattle, WA The Showbox
Apr 12/05 Spokane, WA Big Easy
Apr 14/05 Vancouver, BC Commodore Ballroom
Apr 15/05 Prince George, BC Prince George Multiplex
Apr 17/05 Calgary, AB The Whiskey
Apr 18/05 Edmonton, AB Red's
Apr 19/05 Banff, AB Wild Bills
Apr 21/05 Saskatoon, SK Credit Union Centre
Apr 22/05 Winnipeg, MB Burton Cummings Theatre
Apr 23/05 Thunder Bay, ON Warp 9
Apr 25/05 Toronto, ON The Docks
Apr 26/05 Kingston, ON Stages
Apr 28/05 Ottawa, ON Capitol Music Hall
Apr 29/05 Quebec City, PQ Capitol Theatre
Apr 30/05 Montreal, PQ Metropolis
May 2/05 Halifax, NS Halifax Civic Centre
May 3/05 St. John, NB Lord Beaverbrook Rink

Angel of Retribution

I came home tonight, cleaned my bathroom from top to bottom, did two loads of laundry, sorted through most of my clothes. I almost washed my roommates dirty dishes, sewed up the tear in a pair of my thong, and sewed back on the strap from my negligee. I also hand washed my new angora sweater (so soft, I was petted numerous times at work tonight), finished my cover letter and resume for my university application. I am much more stress free!


Talked to a JACKASS, who sent me this HILARIOUS link, which you can enjoy instead of my regularly scheduled blog entry about my boring life.


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